Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ♥♥♥ 1:47 AM
















IT IS ANOTHER WIDE AWAKE-you should be sleeping blog,,,,,,,,,,I listen to my Mother breathing, lying still in her bed,,and watch the night sky flirt with the coming day,,the birds have begun to chirp urging the sun to come and here I sit sorting and deleting images from second life...so far its is an ego travelogue,,and yes that is dear sweet Espresso and Linwe with heir new smexxy looks:-)


Monday, June 22, 2009 ♥♥♥ 7:22 PM




I caught/trapped/kept? an intruder on Sunday,,he would not leave just kept chatting and pouting,,being silly and demanding,,gee like the guys I usually meet in real life,,I was so proud that I got to use my mysti hud effectively,,,,I even had Hey Voom come and see.. She tried to mediate and this kid Joxer insulted her too,,so finally I did cave in and call Denzel and Christiana to eject him,,but for awhile,,a short while I felt empowered,,assertive,,in control roflmao

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Sunday, June 21, 2009 ♥♥♥ 11:42 AM





























While waiting to get into hair fair,,I sidetracked to the "My Heart Belongs to Daddy" hunt in retrology,,it is a fun Sim,,and yes I crash into everything on the scooter,,,then on to Book stacks and their roaring 20's themed day,,of course I got bored and wandered over to check out the mermaid cutout,,later back with Zeedee as she prepares to leave Lonesome Creek for cheaper digs..with as evil as I have been to Espresso,,and Zee leaving,,I needed some down time to sit in my tree and admire what this place is ,,for change is immanent,,and with it I must adapt


♥♥♥ 7:17 AM

it is solstice,,time for the seasons to change by the solar calendar,,when in the northern hemisphere the daylight lasts the longest and the night the shortest...it is also the time to apologize for cruelly treating a friend Espresso.........I have no excuse for my harsh words or mean spirit,,I am ashamed,,human,,and shamed faced ...you deserve better friends then I dear one

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Saturday, June 20, 2009 ♥♥♥ 6:58 AM


it is Saturday. I have a few moments to spend in second life,,soooooooooo,

this happens,,,

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Friday, June 19, 2009 ♥♥♥ 3:08 PM




oh and a quick buzz by of Espresso,,yes that is the long missing Atmires watching his sophisticated ladies sword fight with humongous joke appendages,,note the Starbucks t shirt and reaction to drinking it from Espresso


♥♥♥ 3:04 PM




okay,,it is Friday,,and yes I have gotten to spend more time in second life in this past day then in weeks!! so,,onward to searching for furniture,,but ,,somehow I got lost in the retrology sim,,which turned into a very interesting exploration,,but no furniture yet!

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♥♥♥ 12:07 AM
















I was searching for furniture,,but first a buzz by Espresso,,and then well there were these bunny's,,and then that boat/viking ship and the sword and well,,still no furniture..but I passed the one month mark of being free,I do not dream of him anymore but an emptiness remains,,I know it will fill and disappear

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ♥♥♥ 10:47 AM











I spent a moment or two ,,okay maybe more at the Faery Fair,,a Relay For Life event,,of course I found some weird things,,delightful things but this stilt walking outfit was so kewl!!! Had to have it and rush home to try it on,,just call me daddy long legs :-)!!!!!!!!


♥♥♥ 10:44 AM


sometimes I just like to go "buzz" Espresso,,though I know she is busy,,frantically so,,it is fun to just sit for a moment with her and let her know I am still here


Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ♥♥♥ 5:08 AM







some more pic's I found on my hardrive,,the Monet sim which I have to finsih exploring and my latest fondnes for being a tiny


♥♥♥ 4:53 AM














































filling time while insomnia keeps me wide awake..........and yes my Mother is still in the hospital and I am stressing,,but she is improving,,I on the other hand am not..but again these are photos from the King Tut exhibit by rezzables ,,it is a finely crafted exposition with notes and voice at every juncture and in the end I did fall in to the myth of ancient Egypt
about me.

what was supposed to be a diversion, became a habit --which lead to a haven --then a refuge, and introduced delight and confusion --who waltzed in on a dream of erotic completion --then obsession and finished in addiction.. I am a sl addict

time travel.

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